The only thing I hate about reading is I get so attached to the characters. And after I finish the book, that’s it. I will never learn anymore about them or their life or what they ate for breakfast. No matter how many times I reread the book, I will always only know the same amount. And it saddens me. Finishing a book means losing people close to you.
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# nathan sykes fanfic
I kept my head buried into Nathan’s chest as he carried me back to my apartment in a cradle position as the last hour replayed in my mind over and over. I didn’t understand how someone who once supposedly loved me would do something to hurt me just to get revenge.
"Elena, is that you?" I heard Alyssa call as we made our way into the apartment. I looked up to see her running into the hallway, the colour draining from her face as she took in my shaking frame. "W-what’s wrong?"
Tom stepped forward and pulled her into a hug spinning her around and guiding her back into the living area. “Let’s get her in here and we’ll explain everything.”
Alyssa took a seat on the big arm chair as Nathan placed me down on the sofa across from her, he sat down next to me and pulled me into his side as some form of comfort; which I was entirely grateful for.
Tom disappeared into the kitchen before returning with a glass of water which he handed to me before taking a seat on the edge of the armchair Alyssa was sitting on, he took her hand linking their fingers together causing her to look up at him with a worried expression.
Nathan took in a deep breath as he shuffled on the cough before clearing his throat, “I’m not really sure how to tell you this,” he began before pausing, he was about to continue but I stopped him, he looked down at me with a confused expression.
"I don’t wanna be here when you tell her," I mumbled, Nathan nodded in understanding and I got up making my way into my bedroom and crawling onto the bed, hearing muffled voices as Nathan told Allie what had happened.
Around ten minutes later she burst through the door and launched herself at me throwing her arms around my neck pulling me into her embrace, “I’m so so sorry Elena, I didn’t think he would do this, if I had known I would of-”
"Hey," I interrupted her pulling her back to look at me seeing tears streaming down her face which caused my heart to drop, "You didn’t know he was going to do this, I know that your intentions were only good when you brought me here, it’s fine; Nathan found me before anything happened, I’m fine, okay?" I sniffed before wrapping my arms back around her.
She nodded against my shoulder before hugging me closer as more sobs ripped through her throat. I continued to cry with her as I let myself go slightly. Thinking back on the event I couldn’t help but wonder what would have happened if Nathan hadn’t of shown up, he saved me and I was going to have to thank him somehow.
We were interrupted by a cough coming from the bedroom door, I looked up to see Nathan stood there smiling softly at me, “You okay?” he asked, I nodded slightly before pulling myself away from Alyssa. He made his way over to us slowly and sat on the end of the bed.
"I’m just gonna go see Tom," Alyssa said smiling gently at me before pulling me into another hug. I nodded and wiped away my tears as I watched her walk away. Nathan shuffled closer to me and opened up his arms gesturing for me to move closer. I did so resting my head on his chest as he wrapped his arms around me and kissed the top of my head softly.
I felt more tears fall as I sat cuddled up to Nathan, flashbacks of that moment kept replaying in my mind. I knew it could of been worse and to be honest that scared me, if Jordan had planned this to happen, what’s to say he hadn’t planned anything else? What if he got annoyed cause things hadn’t gone to plan? What if next time things were ten times worse? And what if next time, Nathan wasn’t there to protect me.
"What are you thinking about?" Nathan whispered distracting me from my thoughts, I sighed and sat up so I was facing him.
"What if he comes back? What if he tries again, and this time something does happen? Nathan, I’m scared," I admitted as I kept my head low as more tears fell down my cheeks. I felt Nathan’s finger under my chin as he lifted it gently offering me a small smile wiping away the tears with his thumb.
"I promise you Elena, there’s no way I’m going to let anyone hurt you, you got that?" he said seriously.
"You can’t make that kind of promise Nathan, you can’t be around to watch me all the time, he’s going to wait till you’re gone and he’ll come after me, I know he will," I said as I began to sob more violently.
I knew Jordan better than anyone else and I knew not to get on the wrong side of him, don’t get me wrong when we were together he was perfect, but I’ve seen him angry at other people and it’s not nice, he’s scary and sometimes he can be violent, I knew what he was capable of, I just wasn’t quite sure anyone else was.
Nathan sighed and pulled me back towards him, “I know it’s a hard promise to make but I will keep it, there’s no way I’m going to let anything happen to you, you mean too much to me already,” he whispered before kissing my forehead softly causing a faint smile to grow on my lips. It was nice to know that somebody was out to protect me.
"Thank you," I whispered as I tilted my chin up to him and smiled softly. He smiled down at me gazing into my eyes for a moment before leaning down and placing a gentle kiss on my lips, I smiled into the kiss as I placed my hand on the back of his neck twirling a piece of his hair around my finger as the kiss deepened.
I pulled away and rested my forehead against his smiling the first genuine smile since the incident, there was something about Nathan that made me feel so safe and secure and that was one of the reasons that I was beginning to fall for him.
"You know when we get back to England?" Nathan whispered, I nodded encouraging him to continue, "I was hoping maybe we could go out sometime, like on a proper date," he said nervously as he played with a piece of my hair.
I smiled and nodded before placing a soft kiss on his lips,”I’d love to,” I mumbled against his lips. His smile widened and he pulled me closer to him embracing me in a warm hug. At this moment in time I was sure that Nathan would be there to protect me but there was a nagging in the back of my mind telling me that maybe he couldn’t; not forever at least.
guys, i’m really sorry i’ve like neglected this fanfic, i’ve been so busy over the past few months and i feel bad for leaving you all hanging, i’ll try update soon but i kinda have writers block and it’s driving me mad, sorry again :(
I’m really sorry I haven’t updated in a while, I’ve had a lot going on. I’ll try update soon, sorry again!
sorry, i’ve just had a really hard time atm and i’ve got my exams coming up so i’m trying to focus on them. I’ll try update it soon. I’m really sorry! xx